Random Thoughts

mahirap talaga maghanap ng maayos na senior. hay! yuck, sound feeling pero totoo. i know na mahirap ang training sa pinasok ko na residency. but do we have to make it even harder by being impossible people. i have this senior who struts her ass around ordering all of us her juniors. she just sits there and starts barking out orders to all her juniors. she doesn’t care if we are doing something else, you have to do what she tells you. even the most simplest things that she can do herself, she will tell you to do it.
nakakainis talaga. and to think di pa talaga sya ganap na senior. all of the people around her are talking about her sudden change in attitude. the nurses even confided in me na nagbago na nga raw sya and warned me not to be like her.
it is really sad when this happens. bakit may mga taong pinapabayaang umakyat sa ulo nila ang pagiging senior. buti na nga lang nakikita ko na yan ngayon pa lang. i swear! i could not let that happen to me.

i’m starting residency on MONDAY!!!!!! syet! just thinking about it fills me with panic. my time will not be my own for the next four years. i will have to give priority to my patients instead of loved ones who also needs me. i will spend my first year doing my job, doing other people’s job, and working my ass to please my seniors. parang ang dali. but then we have to factor in ung PMS ng mga seniors mo. hay buhay!