letting go
Friday, March 3rd, 2006a lot has been going on in my life right now, even i cannot keep up with all of them. i feel that i am fast becoming a spectator of my life. things have been happening around me without me being aware of them. even if i am aware that certain areas in my life need my attention, i cannot bring myself to give that much needed attention and i don’t know why. maybe i hope that it will take care of itself or maybe i’m just too tired to care. i really don’t know what i really want right now. i don’t know if i need some time off from everything and have a chance to view everything from different perspectives and then re-evaluate or just immerse myself into it and let’s just see what happens in the end. i have no idea. i’m tired. it would have been easier if you wouldn’t be given the options.
